I keep

driving people away, and I have no idea why.

and when I say people, I mean men.
I'd always thought:
" Well at least I've got personality going for me !"
and apparently I don't even have that anymore...
Too lazy to hook-up with new guys,
too much of a bitch to get the old ones back.

So now I'm in a state of semi-purgatory
and it sucks.
It's lukewarm.
I'd rather be in a rotten relationship,
than not feel anything for anyone.
Which is exactly how i feel.
I wish I loved anyone as much as I love Cosby sweaters.
But for now, it's just these sweaters keeping me warm at night.